It's here.. the time has come to leave Tathra and go to Canberra, from where the twins will fly to Canada tomorrow. I'll depart for melbourne then on to KL on Sat morning. I feel sick! I feel like I'm about to step off the platform of a bungy jump. I'm quite sure I'm going to enjoy the ride, but right now I'm shitting myself. People keep telling me I'm so brave but that's not at all how I feel at the moment. I'm facing one of my greatest fears... going it alone with out my kids. Undoubtedly, they have been my dependents these past 15yrs but I also have come to lean on them emotionally, specially of late. It's funny how that happens.
So, for me, it's not just a holiday
.. it's a test. I don't just want to face the fear, not just conquer the fear... I want to own it!!
Next entry will probably be from Goa!
Here goes :)
Countdown to lift off
Thursday, January 07, 2010
Canberra, Australian Capital Territory, Australia
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